Somehow, someway, sometime

I'm told:
- that it's ok to be where I am now (but I need to decide to move some time)
- that I'm not as crazy abnormal as I think I am (other ppl with certain tendencies get this as well)
- I need to move to the next level and make myself move on autopilot (so that I don't totally disqualify myself and lose sight of the plans that He has for me)

And if I want to move on, I'll have to put some structures in place and continue to struggle on come what may.

I'm not well.. But I finally think I'm going to be fine -somehow, someway, sometime...